Is this slave failling this her Master or not?.
2001-08-15 // 9:46 p.m.
This slave belives she failling this her Master. Master was on about suspending the using of the 3rd person rule during the remainder of the school holidays, because her child is trying so hard to get her to talk in the 1st person sense. This slave's child is not listening to her mum & not doing things that the child is asked to do untill her mum ends up getting so annoyed & raising her voice then talking in the 1st person. Then & only then does her child seem to listen.
As this slave was writting this log an incident happened with her child. As this slave was talking to her child, this slave's child turned her back to her mum & started to walk away, so this slave raised her voice, but this time she said ...........(childs name) "You sould listen to your mum & show your mum some respect, it should not take your mum to ask you 6 or 7 times to do something" to which her child said " sorry mum" & gave this slave a kiss & went to get on with what her mum had asked her child to do. This slave is pleased that she managed to keep within the 3rd person rule this time.
This slave does not believe that she is failling so much now, but will if Master does supspend the 3rd person rule for the rest of the school holidays. Master please give this slave the chance to do this dispite her child making it hard for her to do.
This slave feels so bad when she fails. In one sense this slave punishes herself far more than Master could. Master's punishment is more of a comfort her at this time, than the punishment it is meant to be. So Master this slave asks that Master does not supspend the 3rd person rule, because this would punish this slave more than Master has said Master wishes to.
Master has indicated that he will not recind the 3rd person rule.
"He is Master, i am slave
He is owner and i am owned
He commands and i obey
He is to be pleased and i am to please
why is this?
Because He is Master and i am slave"