This slave knows this slave has let Master down badly & is sorry for this.
2001-08-15 // 2:30 p.m.
This slave's head is spinning, this slave knows she has done wrong by talking about this slave in the 1st person in stead of the 3rd person sence. This slave did not only do it once but 4 times. Then when this slave was talking to Master about misstakes she had made when talking to another slave, this slave did it again.
This slave was disrespectful towards her Master when talking to another slave online. This slave started her Master name with a lower case leter instead of the upper case leter it should have been. This was not to be the end of this slave anguish because she did it again.
This slave knows that Master could never punish her enough for what she has done & no punishment could make her feel any beter. This slave has let her Master down & in so doing let herself down. This slave is so unhappy with herself for doing this. All this slave ever wanted was to please Master & now she has displeased this her Master in a BIG way.
This slave thanks her Master for giving her, her punishment so quickly & she will keep doing her punishment untill Master tells her to stop. This slave feels bad about what she has done, there is no way this slave could be made to feel any worse or beter about what she has done to her Master.
This slave wrote this with tears rolling down her face. This slave has failed to please her Master, Failed to please herself & so failed to be the good slave, & she knows this her Master deserves beter. This slave is sorry she has been such a disapointment to her Master.
"He is Master, i am slave
He is owner and i am owned
He commands and i obey
He is to be pleased and i am to please
why is this?
Because He is Master and i am slave"