This slave has a heavy heart .
2002-05-17 // 11:27 p.m.
This slave was tired today when she saw her Master, so after she did what she did the things that were asked of her Master let her sleep. This slave has been finding it hard to sleep when she has not been with Master, but found it easy to sleep when Master was around. This slave felt safe when sleeping when Master was around. Thank you Master for letting this slave sleep in your presents.
This slave has also been finding it hard with Master at the moment, she says something to her Master & Master tells her that this is the second or third time of saying it & this slave believes it is the first time. This slave knows Master must be right, but cannot understand how she could have forgotten these times. This slave has become afraid of saying anything to her Master just in case Master believes that this slave has said it before.
This slave has a heavy heart at the moment, she feels unable to express herself as she used to. This slave is afraid of annoying her Master so says nothing, which also annoys her Master. This slave dose not like it when annoys her Master.
This slave still Loves her Master & will always.
"He is Master, i am slave
He is owner and i am owned
He commands and i obey
He is to be pleased and i am to please
why is this?
Because He is Master and i am slave"