A day this slave concented to, but didn't enjoy..
2002-04-09 // 7:56 p.m.
This slave had a day she would not want to repeat. If things had been different & this slave had understood what was wanted of her it may have been enjoyable. As it was this slave ended up feeling very confused & drained, physically, mentally & emotionally. It was not until this slave read her Masters log that she realised that what this was trying her hardest not to was the thing that master wanted her to do.
This slave asked Master when she felt the need if she could go to the toilet & Master said no she would have to wait. Then Master started touching this slave in such away to get this slave excited. This slave said to Master that if he continued she would pee herself, this slave believes that Master told her that if she did she would suffer. So even when Master led her in to the bedroom for games she held on so tight using all her mussels. Master kept trying to make this slave come, but this slave knew that if she relaxed to come she would pee. This slave pleaded with Master to let her go to the loo, to no avail. It was starting to hurt this slave so much she started to get very light headed. In the end Master did let this slave go to the loo, but she still was in the nude with a blind fold on & had to find her own way there, This she did feel very unsteady doing this & knowing that the curtains in the hall where open, so all who passed could see her go to the bathroom she still did. Once there this slave went to the loo & Master then allowed her to take off the blindfold, after this Master did let this slave wash & get dressed. This, this slave did, but kept kneading to go back to the loo every 10 minutes for about 40 minutes. This slave did not feel well after all this & needed to lie down which Master let her do & watched over her until she felt a little better.
Master this was not fun for this slave, but may be the next games will be without the misunderstandings will be.
If you wish to read the diary of this slaves Master & how he felt thing went you will find it here http://mstwheelie.diaryland.com/020409_55.html
Master this slave still Loves & trusts her Master always.
"He is Master, i am slave
He is owner and i am owned
He commands and i obey
He is to be pleased and i am to please
why is this?
Because He is Master and i am slave"