Is this slave may have become dependent on her own endorphins.
2001-10-13 // 8:36 p.m.
Master & slave are unsure at the moment, but this slave may be feeling the way she has, because she may have become dependent on her own endorphins that are released when she is in pain.
When Master does his thing & this slave feels the pain she starts to improve, but it's never a 100% improvement, so it still may be something else. Master & slave will just have to wait for the results from the Doc's.
Any way while Master & slave wait for the Doc's to say what it is that this slave suffers from & it's treatment. Master helps to elevate the symptoms that this slave suffers from. Thank you Master for this.
Today Master used needles to try to improve things. First Master used the needles on this slave's nipples & injected saline into them. The pain that this slave felt from this was so great that this slave ended up in her place of warmth & happiness. This slave then came back to the sound of Master's voice. This slave was then asked to turn over & Master used a needle to scratch the word slave on this slave's right buttock.
That happened this afternoon & this slave can still feel it now, but the effect is now wearing off so Master has said she is to stop writing this log & get ready for Master's treatment.
So this slave needs to say bye & she will fill you in tomorrow on what Master did.
"He is Master, i am slave
He is owner and i am owned
He commands and i obey
He is to be pleased and i am to please
why is this?
Because He is Master and i am slave"