This slave must get back in to mind set that this slave had.
2001-08-11 // 10:00 a.m.
This slave has made a step back, this slave did not intend to, but this slave did so, this slave must get back on track. This slave will make sure that this slave gets back in to this slaves mind set. This slave is sorry this slave was disrespectful to Master. Master this slave will move forward from here.
Master this slave thanks Master for this slaves punishments & knows that Master has set these tasks because this slave finds them so hard that this slave hates them. Master this slave knows that Master set these tasks as punishment in the hope that this slave would get better at them, but this slaves still hates doing them.
Master this slave was not trying to help probationer slave when this slave offered this slaves body & the whip. This slaves only hope was that it would help Master. This slave hates seeing Master getting all worked up or suffering & will do anything this slave can to stop this happening.
This slave has noticed that Master has given probationer slave the sand paper punishment, this slave enjoyed that when in was done to this slave, it was as if Master was with this slave all the time stimulating this slaves nipples.
Master this slave will help probationer slave when probationer slave comes out of exile if that is what master wishes this slave to do.
Master this slave is sorry if this slave has had Master worried because of this slaves sore joints & fever.
"He is Master, i am slave
He is owner and i am owned
He commands and i obey
He is to be pleased and i am to please
why is this?
Because He is Master and i am slave"