Laughter a learnt responce for pain.
2001-05-10 // 4:26 p.m.
In a previous Vanilla relationship this slave had learnt to laugh instead of scream, because if this slave showed that she was in pain he did whatever he was doing all the more.
this slave found out if she laughed he would lose interest & stop. This meant this slave would not suffer as long & she would not give him the pleasure of knowing he was causing this slave pain.
This has followed this slave into her BDSM lifestyle, so much so that this slave's Master dose not always know how bad the pain is or if its to much for slave to handle. A safe word is not an option in this circumstance as slave laughs so much she can not talk. The laughter increases as the pain increases, untill this slave ends up in hysterics with tears rolling down her face. This means that slave can be unintentionally traumatised or pass out, because pain level is to great for slave to cope with.
"He is Master, i am slave
He is owner and i am owned
He commands and i obey
He is to be pleased and i am to please
why is this?
Because He is Master and i am slave"